The Theatre and the Plague
he Theatre and the Plague
Performance by Antonin Artaud
April 1933
at the Schoolroom of the Sorbonne
As told by
choolroom of the Sorbonne, a Thurdsay evening in Paris
HE WAS IN AGONY.
HE WAS SCREAMING.
HE WAS DELIRIOUS.
HE WAS ENACTING HIS OWN DEATH,
HIS OWN CRUCIFIXION.
At first people gasped.
And then they began to laugh.
Everyone was laughing.
They hissed.
Then one by one, they began to leave, noisily, talking, protesting.
They banged the door as they left.
The only ones who did not move were Allendy, his wife, the Lalous and Marguerite.
More protestations.
More jeering.
But Artaud went on, until the last gasp.
HE STAYED ON THE FLOOR.
Then when the hall had emptied of all but his small group of friends, he walked straight up to me and kissed my hand. He asked me to go the the cafe with him. Everyone else had something to do. We all parted at the door of the Sorbonne, and Artaud and I walked out in a fine mist. We walked, walked through the dark streets.
HE WAS HURT, WOUNDED, BAFFLED BY THE JEERING.
HE SPAT OUT HIS ANGER.
"THEY ALWAYS WANT TO HEAR ABOUT;
THEY WANT TO HEAR AN OBJECTIVE CONFERENCE ON
THE THEATER AND THE PLAGUE,
I WANT TO GIVE THEM THE EXPERIENCE ITSELF,
THE PLAGUE ITSELF,
SO THEY WILL BE TERRIFIED,
AND AWAKEN".
"I WANT TO AWAKEN THEM.
BECAUSE THEY DO NOT REALIZE THEY ARE DEAD.
THEIR DEATH IS TOTAL, LIKE DEAFNESS AND BLINDNESS.
THIS IS AGONY I PORTRAYED.
MINE YES,
AND EVERYONE WHO IS ALIVE. "
The mist fell on his face, he pushed his hair away from his forehead. He looked taut and obsessed, but now he spoke quietly. We sat in the Coupole. He forgot the conference.
"I HAVE NEVER FOUND ANYONE WHO FELT AS I DID.
I HAVE BEEN AN OPIUM ADDICT FOR FIFTEEN YEARS.
IT WAS FIRST GIVEN TO ME WHEN I WAS VERY YOUNG,
TO CALM SOME TERRIBLE PAINS IN MY HEAD. "
"I FEEL SOMETIMES THAT I AM NOT WRITING,
BUT DESCRIBING THE STRUGGLES WITH WRITING,
THE STRUGGLES OF BIRTH."
He recited poetry. We talked about form, the theater, his work.
"YOU HAVE GREEN, AND SOMETIMES VIOLET EYES."
HE GREW GENTLE AND CALM.
WE WALKED AGAIN, IN THE RAIN.
FOR HIM THE PLAGUE WAS NO WORSE THAN
DEATH BY MEDIOCRITY
DEATH BY COMMERCIALISM
AND DEATH BY THE CORRUPTION WHICH SURROUNDED US.
HE WANTED TO MAKE PEOPLE AWARE THAT THEY WERE DYING.
TO FORCE THEM INTO A POETIC STATE .
THE HOSTILITY ONLY PROVED THAT YOU DISTURBED THEM, I SAID.
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